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4月5日 停
抑壓了幾天的情緒令我沒法集中, 不安心理打亂了生理的習慣... 作息,飲食都沒有正常...
心結是需要解的...
一直在心裡的情緒, 沒有途徑抒發出來, 但當我坐在我媽旁邊的時候, 當他輕撫著我手的時候, 我立刻崩潰了...
就像一個給嚇怕小孩跑到媽媽懷怉一樣, 跑到一個不會受別人再傷害的保護之中...
這個感覺久違了太久... 是因為滿以為一個成年的人沒有再想過會有這樣的機會, 或者就是沒有想過要給母親這個保護你的機 會...
母親提醒我, 假若你們彼此有一刻真心愛著對方, 真心跟對方相處, 那巳經是美好的事! 我在想, 那我們之間有很多美好的時
光了, 是不是?
從母親口中學懂了, 沒有緣盡, 只是暫時的緣去, 緣來的一天就要看我們的機緣... 其間就是要好好的為自己為對方作好準備... 決定是為了我們之間有更好的將來, 當下的決定是突然, 但背後意義我學會了... 我明白"沒有最好, 只有更好", 包括我們之
間的一切...
4月4日 I gonna get my gun~
When the problems around ur head for too long, and you heart has been bleeding for so long, that's not the best experenice in your life. Most of the time, you would try to figure it one by one. When everything is nested, you cant just solve it as you simple as you expected. Well, people tell you to make it slow, take it easy... I think it's just a cliche. Why we cant just cut those nasty bits and burn it down? missing someone is painful, only if that person means something to you. There are too many ppl just like a dust in the air, you cant c it and you cant feel it. so why bother? I gonna get my gun and blow my fucking head off. Who cares? |
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